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Magnum Leper Oyster Canvas. Overwhelmed by the microbes. After his desires toward Hazy were summarily thwarted, Ennis made it a point to devolve Disturbational into that sketch from Kids in the Hall where Bruce tries to kill himself and leaves behind a book-length suicide note that none of friends end up reading. Bumped into him a few years later at Bagel Besties, when he was doing some odds-and-ends video production work. Even after almost twenty five years, he was still that prisoner in a world-size jail... able to draw up raw violent anger over Hazy knocking him back… his decorum mutated from that bottleneck of grievances that accumulates when your live in the fear that articulating your wants will inevitably backfire. Beyond silly if you ask me, but that’s this country; indulging in self-sabotage for the sake of denying passage to our slights… all of our spiteful joys tethered to the loveless ascent of malicious actors. Ultimately, Disturbational was barely worth the toilet paper we printed it on. One could’ve obtained similarly tawdry “aPoCaLyPsE cUlTuRe” musings on true crime and bondage porn with over-the-counter ease from then-contemporaneous late-afternoon blocks of basic cable geek shows. Touching base with Ennis did stoke my curiosity regarding Hazy, so I looked her up. She’s still living in the area, having maintained a penchant for skateboarding through liminal spaces… as well as her peculiar beauty. Sometimes, after she gets off her late shift side gig at Mash Down Games & Meat, we get together at the Sky Inside Motel, where she pretends to sleep and I “rape” her. I do this while dressed like a human made from dead pigs… the limbs held in place with razor straps and dish rags. What turned me on the most I think… aside from the very specific faces she mugs when getting fucked… was that certain special way that pair of tits rested when I hanged her by the wrists from a wire in the ceiling.
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